""Blessings Strengthen life and feed life just as water does." Rachel Naomi Remen, MD
This blog is a digital blessing bowl, a place to record the small blessings that are often missed or forgotten but which make life holy. Feel free to add your own blessings to my blessing bowl. Or perhaps you'll be encouraged to start your own.
My little Canon PowerShot suffered a fatal accident last week. I thought I had lost it once before when the retractable lens wouldn't open, but my husband was able to cure it. This time there seems to be no hope. I was sitting on my heels, taking a closeup picture of a flower on my deck. My super-loving new dog wanted some affection and he nudged my hand. Though the camera was attached to me with the wrist strap, it had enough freedom to fall out of my hand and hit the deck with a sharp thwack. It powered off (with the lens open) and won't power back on. The Canon helpline suggests that I trade it in on a refurbished model. I think I'll hold out for a new one.
So how is the loss of my camera a blessing? I'm sure it is, but I'm not sure exactly how. What I am sure of is that the photos I took with it between August of 2010 and last week are a blessing to me. The first week I had the camera, I took over 250 pictures. We were on vacation and attended a family reunion during that week, so there were more than 250 moments I wanted to preserve, beginning with this image of a chilled glass of wine on the lakehouse porch.
and ending with this one of my grandchildren on the mountaintop at Montreat.
I didn't continue that pace of 250 photos a week, but I did average almost 60 a week. I wish I could say that I learned a great deal about photography with all that practicing, but I can't. What I can say is that I had a lot of fun and preserved a lot of memories.
My camera wasn't a Kodak, but this commercial from 1977 says it well.
But we missed having a wagging tail greet us at the door. We missed the companionship. We missed the walks (a walk with a dog is an entirely different experience than a walk without one).
We missed the unconditional love that a dog gives.
Marty seems to be settling in, letting us see more of his personality. He waited two days before he barked, but he doesn't hesitate to express himself now. He has a lame leg - he was injured when he was hit by a car before going to live at For the Love of Dogs - but we're taking him out for walks each day and hope he will gain stamina and strength.
May this be the beginning of a long and happy relationship.
The video below is a trailer of sorts for the book.
This is a book to read and re-read - to highlight and mark up and quote from, to download to
your e-reader, to share with friends.
The book reminded me of why I started this blog, but it also showed me that what I have been trying to do has only touched the surface of what giving thanks means.
As Ann Voskamp says,
“Eucharisteo—thanksgiving—always precedes the miracle.”
Giving thanks - it seems simple and easy. In reality it means changing the way you see. It means changing your life minute by minute, day by day. It requires patience and practice.
Here are a few of the things I've listed in my gratitude journal this month:
Warm shower, hot coffee
A hug from my brother
Deja Vu at the pool with Sy
A good long run
Home with my love
Walking into a warm house on a cold night
Crocuses lined up by the walkway
JH's smile, G's batman cape
Glorious, glorious sunset
Bird song in the morning
Sharing a meal with a friend
A full moon through the trees
A good long run
Happy faces and excitement at the park with M & E
Heated car seats on a cold morning
Holy Communion
An afternoon nap and a good book
Tulips on Valentine's Day
Champagne with dinner
Gentle rain
Budding forsythia
Origin of EUCHARIST
Middle English eukarist, from Anglo-French eukariste, from Late Latin eucharistia, from Greek, Eucharist, gratitude, from eucharistos grateful, from eu- + charizesthai to show favor, from charis favor, grace, gratitude; akin to Greekchairein to rejoice — more at yearn
My eyes followed the sunset as we drove the interstate Friday evening. It played tag through the trees, hid behind the hills, darted out of sight. But then there it was, straight ahead. A blessing to end the day.
A little over a year ago I wrote about the holiday journal that I started in 2003, the year we celebrated our first holiday season in this house. (Read that post here.) Earlier this week, on a quiet evening in front of the fire, I wrote my entry for this season, covering all of the events from Thanksgiving through New Year's weekend. I realized when I was through that it was about so much more than just those events - it was about all that had happened in the last twelve months.
In February of last year, my brother was diagnosed with brain cancer. Since that time he's had surgery, radiation, chemo, the diagnosis of a new tumor, and then gamma knife radiation for that tumor. Just two days after Christmas we received the news that the gamma knife radiation was successful and that the tumor was gone! What joy!
In July my husband and I spent a wonderful week in the mountains with his brothers and sister and their spouses. The weekend after Christmas we traveled to Florida for the funeral mass for our sister-in-law who was diagnosed with stage IV cancer soon after that July gathering.
The time with those we love is precious. I never feel that I have enough of it, but every second I do have is blessed.
I ran across this video earlier this week - it says it beautifully. "Life is not an emergency." Slow down. Pay attention. Hold hands. Say "I love you" every chance you get. Cry together, laugh together, share meals and jokes and books and ideas and memories. Realize how blessed you are.